We all have people we call our friends but really what does that mean? That person you say hi to at school but don’t know their last name, someone who always wants something or maybe someone you try so hard to catch up but it never happens.
Being ‘there for someone’ is really a nice way of saying “dump your life problems on me and don’t worry we’ll never deal with anything wrong with me”.
Or doing things other people like that you don’t like but never doing something you want to do.
Feeling like the only person you can talk to is yourself because you can’t ignore yourself talking.
If this is what having ‘friends’ is then maybe it’s better off seeing if other people care about you and stop trying.
Because I would rather have no friends than what is happening.